So I know I just posted but I have another thing on my mind. That's my little doggy Buttons who died in November. It's terrible for me lately. I know that in June I'm getting another dog but it seems like a long time to wait. It's so refreshing to come home to a little tail wagging and excited to see you. I find myself going to those malls with the little puppy stores and just looking at the little Bichon's that remind me of Buttons. I know I'm pathetic but it's just how I'm dealing still. I thought I'd be fine by now. I've gotten used to not having him around. The hardest thing was a few weeks ago when I finally took the cage down and put all the dog toys away.
I know that I shouldn't rely on an animal to keep me from being lonely. That's only a temporary fix and I've come to really rely on the Lord to take care of those lonely times.
My parents are coming down next weekend and that will be really good. I've made some new friends here and that's been a blessing as well. I'm just used to having lots of friends and never having a problem of finding people to get together with. Now I feel like I really have to search them out, which is ok but tough at the same time. Since I'm not married sometimes that's hard because I feel like I'd be a 3rd wheel getting together with married couples, but I guess it would be no different then getting together with my brother and his wife. I'm done feeling sorry for myself now. I just saw some cute pictures of my little one and had to feel sad for a minute. The pitty party is over :)
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